Stress Headache

When I was in an accident when I was 14 I had a major head trauma at the time. My family knows all about it and I used to get these horrible headaches. Worse than a migraine, they would literally make my head feel like it was being split open. They eventually started becoming fewer and farther apart to where I rarely get them anymore. Except when I get really stressed out and things just start piling up. I try not to let those things happen because I found out that by releasing my emotions instead of letting them build up I don't get headaches or feel sick most of the time.

But I seem to have lost my one big release for tension and it's been building up again. That's why I started this blog to let out my feelings most of the time, like I used to do on another site but I seem to get more flack lately for having emotions and airing them which only makes the situation worse. So I ended up losing my place to talk about me, my family, my pets and get some positive feedback or support in the process. I've gotten to where I found it wasn't worth putting it out there just to get blindsided by a few people who felt that because they "Cared enough" to say so they had a right to nail me to the wall for what ever reason. If this seems like rambling, well it is, just that, rambling, I need to find a job, I need to bring in an income, I need to make it fit in with Terry's schedule which we never are really sure what might be, I need to make enough money to pay the babysitter or work graveyards and still have enough left over to help pay the bills, I need to get my brain back in gear and get a plan together. I need to find help to put a marketing plan together for my business, I need to get my head out of my ass and get it back in the game where it belongs, but most of all, I need a friend, someone who I can pour my heart out to and just have them listen and not feel like I'm taking advantage of them. Oh well, such is life, heh?